Time is almost here

So it is a little over a week until I begin my internship at the Austin Rodeo. I am so excited because this is the moment I have been waiting for ever since I realized that I wanted to work in the Rodeo world. Now the fact of the matter is this is not working for the PBR which is the ultimate goal but this is the best step towards that goal that I can take. I love the world of Rodeo and this is going to be the most exciting experience of my life. I can not wait to begin what I hope to be the beginning of the rest of my life. I hope that this is going to be something that will catapult my career and set me aside from other applicant in the field when it comes time to do that. The only problem that I can see is that I want to be the best that I can be and I have high expectations of myself. I am someone who sets their personal standards very high and I hope that this will meet my standards. I hope that I am the best worker that they have seen and that they will ask me back again next year. I have faith in myself that this will be everything I want it to the only issue I have is being the kind of worker that they need me to be. I have always thought of myself as a hard worker , better than most but when I was working at Chuck E Cheese my confidence got shot by the way I was treated and to this day I still wonder if that was me or them. I mean I know that they picked their favorites and screwed the rest but I am also not naive enough to think that that for sure had to have been what the situation was. I am a doubtful person and I always find myself questioning my performance as others would perceive it. I always know that I give all situations my all but the reality of it is that the opinions of others do matter and will affect my success in my career. I know that this is my passion and I want to do this but that by no means determines that my performance at the job will be amazing in my bosses eyes and that I will meet all my expectations. The only thing that will be guaranteed is that they will be able to see my passion and effort that I know I will be showing because I do not see myself giving any less than my all when it comes to work.